Autumn Playlists

Autumn Playlists

If there’s anything I love more than taking photos, it’s creating playlists. I just realized that I have several playlists under private on my Spotify account…mostly because they’re all hot messes with a lot of mismatched vibes and whatnot. But then I thought to myself that usually those make for the best combinations because it keeps things interesting…also, I just really love autumn, hence my several fall themed playlists. I just made public my “autumn II” list, which you can listen to by following the link HERE or by visiting my Spotify @viktoriaswolves. I’ve also listed all of the songs below, for both of the autumn lists. Enjoy! 

*This is a subtle reminder that although everyone seems to be pushing for an early winter this year (like every year), it is wonderfully still autumn. This is just the darker side of the season. I’d like to imagine the first part of the playlist is for autumn at dawn, when everything is set in the golden hour and the trees reflect the vibrancy of the sun. The second position is more for dusk, when things are in shades of blue and your breath can be seen upon the cold air. I’m not sure why, but I just image an isolated corn field, fading lights, rustling branches and grey smoke. Clearly I love both times of day, but fall just makes it even more magical.  

AUTUMN I.
here.

M.F. (Interlude), Amber Run
Afterglow, José González
NFWMB, Hozier
Roll the Bones, Shaky Graves
Burning Pile, Mother Mother
Slow It Down, The Lumineers
Funeral Song, Laura Gibson
When the Night is Over, Lord Huron
O I Long to Feel Your Arms Around Me, Father John Misty
Talking Empty Bed Blues, Jay Farrar
Come Down, Sylvan Esso
Should Have Known Better, Sufjan Stevens
The Third Death, Isobel Anderson
Scarborough Fair, Simon + Garfunkel
Forget Her, Jeff Buckley
Young as the Morning/ Old as the Sea, Passenger
Swan, Monica Heldal
Himlen Blev Sort, Myrkur
Big Black Car, Gregory Alan Isakov
To Be Alone With You, Sufjan Stevens
Blood, The Middle East
Carry You, Ruelle
Gold Dust Woman, Fleetwood Mac
Heartbeats, José González
Attached to Us Like Butcher Wrap, Julie Byrne
Tenenbaum, The Paper Kites
Switzerland, Soccer Mommy
Welcome Home, Radical Face
We Never Chance, Coldplay
Simple as This, Jake Bugg
All I Want, Kodaline
Nights in White Satin, The Moody Blues
All The Pretty, Girls, KALEO
The Truest Stars We Know, Iron + Wine
Can’t Pretend, Tom Odell
07. 11. 11. , José González
The Devil’s Part, All Our Exes Live in Texas
Stretch Your Eyes, Agnes Obel
Sweetheart What Have You Done to Us, Keaton Henson
Wicked Game, James Vincent McMorrow
To a Poet, First Aid Kit
You Sigh, Charlie Cunningham
Before the Leaving, Alela Diane
Sinking Ship, Glorietta
New Slang, The Shins
Turntable, Dead Horses
Broken Tongue, Joshua James
If You Need to/ Keep Time on Me, Fleet Foxes
Paul, Big Thief
The Pursuit of Happiness, Beyries
Saving Us a Riot, Phoria
Nancy From Now On, Father John Misty
Circles, Passenger
In My Veins, Andrew Belle
The Fold, Wickerbird
Riverside, Agnes Obel

AUTUMN II.
here.

Lay Down in the Tall Grass, Timber Timbre
Lose Your Soul, Dead Man’s Bones
Demon Host, Timber Timbre
Harlem River, Kevin Morby
Red Right Hand, Nick Cave + the Bad Seeds
Black Water, Timber Timbre
Come Undone, Isobel Campbell
Hayloft, Mother Mother
Special Death, Mirah
My Body’s a Zombie For You, Dead Man’s Bones
Où va le Monde, La Femme
Rhiannon, Fleetwood Mac
Flickers, Son Lux
Lavender Moon, Haroula Rose
Harsh Realm, Widowspeak
Lala Lala Song, Cemetery Girls
Sail it Slow, Gaurds
Hyspoline, La Femme
Tear You Apart, She Wants Revenge
Blood Gets Thin, Pete and The Pirates
Season of the Witch, Donovan
Sisters of the Moon, Fleetwood Mac
Sugarland, Papa Mali
Come as You Are, Nirvana
Bad Moon Rising, Creedence Clearwater
Wolf Like Me, TV on the Radio
Time of the Season, The Zombies
Leaves in the River, Sea Wolf
Vampire Again, Marlon Williams
Baby You Ain’t Looking Right, PowerSolo
Witchy Woman, Eagles
Black Magic Woman, Santana
People Are Strange, The Doors
Tainted Love, Hannah Peel
House of the Rising Sun, Lauren O’Connell 

Review: Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo

Review: Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo

 

It has been such a long time since I’ve last reviewed anything and I find it to be quite fitting that my year-long hiatus is broken by none other than Leigh Bardugo. One of the first books that truly got me into reading was Shadow and Bone, otherwise known as book one in Bardugo’s young adult fantasy The Grisha Trilogy (now being turned into a Netflix series…I feel as though we’ve come full circle). That being said, I must warn everyone now that Ninth House is very much NOT a young adult novel, nor should anyone feel that they must read this book simply because they enjoyed anything Grisha related. It is full of triggering content that is not geared towards young readers—things like (multiple) sexual assault, overdose, and homicide. However, that’s not to say that this book is only a graphic depiction of trauma. In fact, I found this to be an inspiring story for those who are victims and have felt silenced or ignored. This is not the first time that the author has written about abuse, particularly abuse against women, but I found this to be the most prolific in regards to discussing the aftermath of it all. 

I think that Bardugo handles these situations well, and I also believe that it is important to not shove these things under the rug and pretend it doesn’t happen…even in a fantasy novel where ghouls exist. The contrast between the horrors of the ‘other’ realm and the horrors of the modern world were vague, which is thought-provoking since I found the most traumatic experiences occurred in the scenarios where magic had little to no influence—something that speaks to the overall theme of the book as a story of survivors (even for the ones who didn’t necessarily survive, i.e. the “Greys”). 

The novel begins with Galaxy “Alex” Stern, a wayward Los Angeles native who awakens in a hospital room and is seemingly given a second chance at life far unlike any she’s ever known. She attends Yale and discovers nine secret societies all of which are part of the occult, dabbling in dark magic that often requires the sacrifice of a towns person for the benefit of performing rituals and conducting dangerous research. Half of the campus is unaware of the obscurities concerning the eight houses of the viel, but Alex is taken into what is considered the overseer of the occults—the Lethe house (also, the title, the ninth house). There, she is tasked with cleaning up the dirty work and keeping the bodies from appearing all over campus. However, Alex also has a particular affinity for seeing ghosts, known as Greys, that originally attracted the dean to her hospital bedside in the first place, much to Lethe’s leader Daniel “Darlington” Arlington’s annoyance. 

Darlington is one of those characters who appears a certain way upon introduction and becomes something completely else by the end of the story. I personally love him and find myself craving the second book because I’m so curious to see what is going to happen in regards to the aftermath of his actions in Ninth House. Without spoiling the book, I will say that there is a certain scene which unfolds at a Halloween party hosted by the Manuscript House where a massive amount of symbolism and foreshadowing (in my opinion) is revealed (also, the Manuscript party is described very whimsically and I think if I had to choose which society to join it would be there)…and this is probably when I realized I really love Darlington, particularly his bizarre relationship with Alex. 

I made a mental note not to bring up Donna Tartt’s “The Secret History” in this review…but seeing as that is my favorite book, I really can’t resist. Much like Tartt’s ‘dark academia’ aesthetic, Bardugo also portrays the forlorn and incredibly troubling atmosphere of a campus cult driven by idealism and nefarious behavior. However, unlike “The Secret History”, this book tackles the social division between class and race on a far more raw level. Alex is biracial and there are many scenes where she expresses her concern over appearing either too much or too little of one ethnicity, similar to her struggle between trying to fit into Yale while simultaneously resenting the overt privilege on display. 

One of the few issues I experienced with this book was the sluggish beginning, which I’ve noticed a few other reviewers also mention. At first, I was hooked because of the rich style of Bardugo’s writing. But then it became apparent that not much was occurring in the first portion of the story, and there was plenty of name dropping and information dumping that did little to help build the setting—rather, it confused me and I felt as though I needed to write down the names and backstories of certain people in order to follow the rest of the plot. But don’t worry! The story does eventually pick up, right around the time when the first corpse is revealed. From then on out, I was turning the pages at rapid speed. Another thing that was likely meant to add to the mystery of the plot, but actually confused me a little more, was the time jumps between chapters. The book fluctuates between seasons and goes back in time on several chapters. 

On a more mundane note, I found this to be a really nice transition for Bardugo’s style. As I’ve mentioned before, this is definitely an adult fantasy story…yet I found a lot of quirky and intriguing hints of previous Bardugo tales hidden within this text and it warmed my heart. (Another side note: the author definitely has a knack for never using a characters ‘true’ name and I think that’s wonderful.) Her writing style has always been unique, but I think Ninth House truly sets Bardugo apart from other authors. All in all, I can’t wait to read her next novel! 

And like all of my positive book reviews, I hope to create a spotify playlist for this story within the week! I’ll post a link once it’s live.